HeHe, well, I certainly haven't updated in a while. I KNOW, I KNOW, I was supposed to type my expose about being under the influence, but I must admit, it is STILL at work. Several people have read it and, to my surprise, have enjoyed it! Kudos to me! Today was such a wonderful day. There's a woman at my work who brilliantly calls herself Cathy Joy on the phones at work, but her name is really Kathy Gierdson. I just want to say, this is the nicest, most loving, caring, ANGEL I have ever met in my life. No matter how down I feel on Saturday mornings, it is all worthwhile because I get to spend it alongside Kathy. Not only did she make me so happy, I also made eight sales today, so hopefully I am out of subsidy! I felt so bad for Cathy Joy because she was going to have to take a taxi to get back home, so I offered her, and elderly woman named Gloria, and Ellen a ride home. I have never seen a person as humble, gracious, and thankful as Cathy Joy. EVER! I can't wait for next Saturday, now, so I can let her borrow a copy of one of my Linda CD's!
Anyhow, let me say that F I N A L L Y I am getting well. I am on a new type of medication. It's drops of metal mixed with this shake of Iodine and it has suddenly made me feel stupendous. However, for some reason a new nodule seems to be forming on my upper left leg, so hopefully that won't happen. However, just as this thing seems to be resolving, ANOTHER problem has happened. I don't want to go into details because it is really disgusting, but, I'll say that I have an appointment with a gastrointerologist on Tuesday. =x. Last night was much fun! I hung out with my friendzz and even Syphi came!! :D We went to this new buffet thing that really disappointed me. It had really good food when I went with my mother for lunch a few days ago, but their dinner was atrocious. Anywho, we went to B&N afterwards to buy some music, and guess who we run into! DORIAN! Yay, that was a fun happenstance. So, then, Sean purchases MALENA ERNMAN!!!! *love* I purchased Follies and Steel Pier yesterday, half of which was a total waste. The Steel Pier part that is, however Follies isn't all that great itself. I really bought the CDs for only two songs, sadly. I also ordered Marie Christine!!!! I'm gonna beg my mommy to take me to B&N today to try and order Malena! I hope she obliges. So yeah, OH, I forgot to mention. Linda Eder is my favorite person other than Cathy Joy on thiis whole entire planet!! I went to her concert last Sunday and it was the most cathartic experience of my life. I cried at least six to seven times and she just touched me so dearly. I could listen to her all day every day. It is impossible to believe, but she is actually better live than she is on CD. Anywho. Enough of my rambling. Why don't I just end with a survey!
*I stole this from Syphi HEHE*
What is your name?: Michael Anthony Oleg Farina!
Are you named after anyone?: nome, my mom just liked michael, but anthony is named after my mother's grandfather.
What's your screename?: claudiasrevengeX
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no way, michael is way too common a name.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Kimberly.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: sean and david are way too common names, as well.. So, I guess i'd keep mine own..
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: i hate when people spell my name micheal instead of michael.. SO annoying.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: definitely not.. who would just be "MICHAEL" i'd definitely change my name altogether..
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: bisexual.. mostly heterophilic..
If not, do you want to be?: ---
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: 78
Age you wish you were:: i wish I could stay 25 forever..
Your height:: 6"o'
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: nah, i think dark hair and light eyes is sexier
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: nome, i want platinum to happen..
Your living arrangement:: dana and i during school. parents and i during nonschool..
Your family:: is nuts.
Have any pets?: nurse lives in a box in the basement. .
Whats your job?: telephone sales representative for CDI
Obsessions?: singing.. linda eder.. liza minnelli.. musicals.. being grammatically correct.. whitney houston..
Do you speak another language?: a lil italian.. a lot of spanish.. and a LOTTTTT of english..
Have a favorite quote?: LOOK AT ALL OF THOSE BOYS ALL OF THOSE BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOYSS...
Do you have a webpage?: this??
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: sure..
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: definitely, except republicans maybe.. actually.. i take that back.. i'm actually quite hateful most of the time.
Do you have any secrets?: just one..
Do you hate yourself?: nome
Do you like your handwriting?: ever since high school ended i hardly ever write anything anymore.. except for maybe my name on like papers or something.. so it has gotten really bad.. but i think for a boy i have really nice handwriting..
Do you have any bad habits?: PROCRASTINATION!! i'm reallyyyyyyy really bad at procrastinating.. but i always work around it.. um.. i bite my nails toooo much..
What is the compliment you get from most people?: omg ur friends are so nice..
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Revenge of the DOrmitory Slut.. ?
What's your biggest fear?: being middle aged and still single, unsuccessful, and fat.. WINGED RODENTS..SPIDERS..
Can you sing?: of course..
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i pretend to be other people, but not to look cool, usually to be funny..
Are you a loner?: nome..
What are your #1 priorities in life?: my mom.. my friends.. my future.. grammar..
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i might be scared of myself.. but if i still had the same personality, i'd think i'm awesome.. i'd definitely try to get head from myself.. daily..
Are you a daredevil?: depends on the situationn..
Do you have a journal?: durr..
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes i do, but other times i think i pretend to be and i'm just a weak lil person inside who's dying to just let it all out..
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: hm.. yea
Do you think you are good looking?: not particularly.. but not as ugly as some people..
Are you confident?: a lot more than i used to be..
What is the fictional character you are most like?: no idea.
Are you perceived wrongly?: i think i am.. i bet 4/5 people would misjudge my personality before they got to know me..
Smoke?: 2ndhand. <~~ amen..
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: yah! it sucks though..
Pray?: in my own way..
Go to church?: i don't like any churches..
Talk to strangers who IM you?: love to!
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yessss!
Take walks in the rain?: no.. but.. i really love particular rainy days.. i'm beginning to like rain a lot more than i did before.. except when it rains for DAYS..
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't really hate anyone, per se, butttttttttttttttttttt i guess i could be a little fake to some people for whom I don't care.. (an aside: who words things like i just did.. "I guess i could be a little fake to some people for whom I don't care"... lmao)
Drive?: YES!!!!! glad to have my onyx back..
Like to drive fast?: i dooo, but i so don't drive "fast"..
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i really doo..
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose.. but yeh..
Been out of the country?: NOME! I WANNA GO TO EUROPE!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: mebbe.. MOMO CHACHA?? LOL
Been in love?: i think..
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: NOME! :(
Had a medical emergency?: yes unfortunately.. too many recently.
Had surgery?: not yet.. but mebbe soon.. me scared..
Ran away from home?: not in the convential sense..
Played strip poker?: nome..
Gotten beaten up?: nome..
Beaten someone up?: nommeee..
Been picked on?: yep..! not really anytime recent though..
Been on stage?: yessssss!
Slept outdoors?: fuck no! i'm way too demanding for that..
Thought about suicide?: NoME!
Pulled an all nighter?: of course!!!!!
If yes, what is your record?: i think 3 1/2 days.. i was really sick though with a stomach virus.. and a brain problem..
Talked on the phone all night?: hellz yea, but definitely not recently..
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: indeed..
Slept all day?:i love, yet hate, when I do that..
Killed someone?: would i be here typing this at home if I had killed someone? no.
Made out with a stranger?: nome :(
Had sex with a stranger?: =x def. plead the 5th.
Thought you're going crazy?: o yes.
Kissed the same sex?: yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes.
Been betrayed?: possibly?
Had a dream that came true?: YEAH>>i've had like REALLLLLy vivid and frequent de ja vu lately, which leads me to believe i am dying.
Broken the law?: i suppose..
Met a famous person?: a few..
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no.
On purpose?: hehe KILL ALL BUGS..
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: mayyyybe..
Stolen anything?: hehe yeah.. i used to be real good at it in like 6th grade.. but i actually have money now, so no need to nemore..
Been on radio/tv?: i think i was on tv once..
Been in a mosh-pit?: nome..
Had a nervous breakdown?: not in the convential sense.. (an aside: IS MY LIFE CONVENTIONAL AT ALL? LOL NO)
Bungee jumped?: nome!!!!! im not daring like that..
Had a dream that kept coming back?: ooh, i like when that happens..
Belive in life on other planets?: yes i do.
Miracles?: yes i do..
Astrology?: i follow it all the time, but i don't think i actually believe in any of it..
God?: yes, hi God :)
Satan?: ehhhh.. i believe in evil..
Santa?: yes, hi Santa :)
Ghosts?: i believe more in spirits than ghosts, but yes.
Luck?: DEF.! mine's been shitty lately, yours?
Love at first sight?: ehh not really..
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: i don't believe anything on earth is inherently good, except for God and i think it's impossible to fully understand God, so of course there has to be bad..
Easter bunny?: yes, hi Easter Bunny!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: sure.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i want onee!
Do you wish on stars?: nome..
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: my view of heaven is mostly traditional.. i don't relle believe in hell..
Do you think God has a gender?: maybe he is bigendered.
Do you believe in organized religion?: NOME.
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven?
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: a lot..
Who is your best friend?: Bianca, Dana Victoria, Olivia, Heather, and Theresa. Hi, :)
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Sean
Your favourite inside joke?: oh goddd who can choose..
Thing you're picked on most about?: being a whore..
Who's your longest known friend?: sean.
Newest?: uhh.. maybe i'll make friends w/ shake on sunday? but i guess dorian as of now..
Friends you miss being close to the most?: my st lucy filippini friends from 5th grade..
Last person you talked to online?: i imed natasha but she didn't respond.. BITCH..
Who do you talk to most online?: i think the only person who responds to me online is syphi..
Who are you on the phone with most?: um.. i don't really talk on the phone much, except to find stuff out..
Who do you trust most?: in this order: my mommy.
Who listens to your problems?: ^^^^^^^^^^^^ and my mommy.
Who do you fight most with?: my mommy.
Who's on your shit-list?: KATHY TONNERY THE FUCKING BITCH. I THINK I HATE HER AS MUCH AS THUVANUTI.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: sure!
Who's your second family?: my friends..
Do you always feel understood?: nome..
Do you trust others easily?: sometimes..
Who's house were you last at?: seanyz..
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: my mommyz lol..
Do your friends know you?: uh i'd hope..
Friend that lives farthest away: actually it should be stated "Friend WHO lives furthest away" and that person is danielle.. WHERE IS SHE THOUGH..
Do you consider love a mistake?: nome..
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: def
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: is it not?? lol..
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: i have to be physically attracted to something to be romantically attracted..
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: nome. What is best about the opposite sex?: they're nice. .
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i don't like boring dumb ones..
What's the last present someone gave you?: a smile!
Are you in love?: nome..
Do you consider your significant other hot?: --
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: OH MY, but i think the GOBLIN.
You wanted to kill?: KATHY TONNERY.
That you laughed at?: Cathy Joy..
That laughed at you?: Cathy Joy.
That turned you on?: Tera Patrick.
You went shopping with?: Sean?
To ask you out?: who the fuck can remember back that far..
To make you cry?: uhm.. linda..
To brighten up your day?: cathy joy..
That you thought about?: danielle..
You saw a movie with?: uhm.. i think the last movie i saw was the notebook with seany and olivia and theresa..
You talked to on the phone?: seany.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: no one today..
You saw?: cathy joy..
You lost?: the goblin. or wait was it the woman with the red flag.. no i think it was the goblin..
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nome..
Will it be with your significant other?: N\A
Or some random person?: -
What are you wearing right now?: really old clothes..
Body part you're touching right now:: none.. i'm touching my keyboard..
What are you worried about right now?: if my mother will buy me malena..
What book are you reading?: nothing, actually..
What's on your mousepad?: staples and my scribble..
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: sickly, happy, awake, tired, optimistic..
Are you bored?: eh.
Are you tired?: eh..
Are you talking to anyone online?: nome
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nome.
Are you lonely or content?: l0nely.
Are you listening to music?: yes.