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Wow.. [01 Feb 2008|07:00am]
[ mood | awake ]

So it looks like almost 4 years have passed since I last wrote in this journal.  It's funny, no too long ago I came across a deadjournal I used to post entires in during high school and thought to myself how young I sounded.  Looking back at this livejournal, I can't help but think the same thing.   I'm now in graduate school... actually, almost done with graduate school.  As school usually goes with me, it's been mostly a bore.  My GPA is .01 higher than it was during undergrad (3.99 -- 4.00)  Wow, what a change.  I've had classes with the same 6 girls in the same exact classroom for almost two and a half years now.  Thankfully, I get along with them.  I still have the same group of friends.  Next week, we may be going to NYC to a NY Couture Fashion show and Rye Rye will be performing!  Yes, I may just move move to the ground.  Hm, I find myself debating whether or not I want to cancel my blockbuster online membership.  I go through periods of approval and disapproval with the ordeal.   Thanks to Syphi's amazingness I've been able to watch quality screeners of some movies I've been meaning to see at the theater.  Juno and No Country for Old Men were pretty amazing.  The Nines was intriguing.  Atonement suffered from an uninspiring leading lady, but managed to actually end well.  I own a kitty now.  Her name is kitty.  She's a himalayan.  She's gorgeous.  I've lost (an aside: I really should be bulleting... I'm being entirely random) a considerable amount of weight since the new year started.  I plan to be 180 by the summer.  The beginning of this semester has been eerily similar to my last year of high school.  Instead of it being overly simply, it was my hardest year of high school.  Same seems to be holding true for my last semester until I get my Master's degree.  Even the electives are more work than any other class I've had thus far.  It's not that I'm feeling intellectually overwhelmed... I just don't feel motivated or ambitious enough to comply to the tedious demands of my uninspiring professors.  Oral debates?  Can I provide oral favors instead to get out of that, ma'am?  I guess not.  K, I need to sleep.  Clearly, my insomnia hasn't  been cured.  Good day.

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tomorrow's thanksgiving!! [24 Nov 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

but not for my family.. we're celebrating on friday ;) i think i'm going to cook something because i really don't want to eat my mother's food.. *vom* so yesterday was so much fun! we had a drinking party!! my first ever at this college, which is kind of very odd considering the college i attend. soooh, i got a bit tipsy yesterday, all in good jest, and it was well deserved, because i've been a very very good boy lately. doing all my math, studying all my math, getting good grades on alll my math.. math math matH!! it's my freakin life! I'm such a statistics nerd.. but front desk boy loves me for that LoL.. so i bought tickets for LINDAS XMAS CONCERT AT THE PALACE THEATER!! and guess who is going with me.. DANIELLE!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! x c i t e m e n t! can't wait the the 17th. I've planned a dinner party for the day of her arrival. I hope it to be the best dinner party to date. the menu is going to be scrumptuous. so i can't get elaine stritch out of my head.. HEEERES TO THE LADYS WHO LUNCHHHH... and with that.. i leave you with happy holiday blessings!! later children.

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hellloooohhh [26 Oct 2004|08:33pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So, I'm updating from home cuz 1) im really really bored and 2) yeah.. i think number one covers it... hehe... what to say what to say.. i hate typing on laptopz.. this entry could be and probably should be longer but due to my angst towards laptop keyboards i'm going to be succinct. Well... school has surprisingly been going very very well.. I'm managing a's in every class so far and i think things should stay pretty smooth for the rest of the semester.. i planned out my schedule for next semester and for the first time it looks like i might be having fridays off!!! YAY!! okay so that's school.. next topic.. friends? umm.. this past weekend was drama.. but.. everything is resolved now so i guess everyone is pretty chill.. dana and sean are lovely.. oh.. i guess i didnt know sean as of my last entry.. oh sean is dana's boyfriend.. oh, but not sean with whom i am friends, a different sean hehe.. anyways.. he's a sweetie and i'm gladd dana has someone as nice as he. seanE is doing fine his birthday was fun.. we went to NOOCH<--- really nice asian restaurant in chelsea if anyone is interested in eating an ULTRALOW yummy asian meal in the city.. blablabla.. if anything.. i'm most looking forward towards halloween.. if things plan out, we're going to webster hall on halloween night and i'm going to unveil my marilyn monroe/anna nicole smith concoctioN!! i think it'll be fabulous.. i just really need to get to the mall so i ccan go to MAC and get my eyelashes and then i shall have every necessary component of my costume.. although i really should wear fishnets for my saturday costume, but oh well, a lil leg never hurt neone.. i'm so excited to be going to a club in drag... i've never done that b4 but i have always imagined it.. cuz.. i dont know.. i get into a very different personality when i'm dressed up and i am very sexual/slutty/daring/outspoken and although i can be one or all of those things on any given nite, i have yet to be like that at a club.. soo.. it should be interesting.. who knows.. maybe there'll be some trannychasers there! hahaha.. god my feet are going to be killing me though.. my new heels dont exactly fit at all.. i mean.. i can squeeze into them enough to walk with them. but definitely cant dance in them.. the red shoes i can dance in.. so maybe ill bring them and change into them when i get into the club cuz its going to be dark neway, no ones gonna see my feeet.. i've been feeling fine lately. i had a lil cold about 2 weeks ago but that has passed and everything with my crohn's disease seems to be under control.. no stomach pains or bleeding or any shit like that.. hmm.. what else.. Oh, i think i have a suppressed romantic mood that is brooding somewhere within that has been poking through here and there for the past week or so.. it all started when i watched this movie called 'the girl next door'... i mean.. it was at heart a romance story but i mean it wasn't anything to boohoo about. but idk it just struck a chord in me and made me realize that there's a loneliness inside of me.. and then the other day all of meg ryan's romantic comedy type movies were on tbs or something and i watched most of them and that got me into a depressed kind of moood, as well.. i suppose, at heart, i really miss danielle.. i mean i get to talk to her.. not nearly as much as i want to.. but i do get to keep in touch.. i just wish i had the balls to just drive over there and show up and take her away with me.. thats what i really want. . cuz i know deep down that if i don't take physical action of the situation.. these fanciful promises are going to be broken and unanswered... but, alas, i'm still hanging onto the embers of my dream. call me a romantic or a loser.. whatever.. i just know things have to work out. . 'sometimes i see... past the horizon.. sure of my way.. where i am going.. but wheres the prize.. i have my eyes on.. where.. there is just no knowing.. and when despair.. tears me in two.. i only want to run to you..' andddd LIFE IS A CaBaRet ;)

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why hellllo [17 Jul 2004|02:53pm]
[ mood | okay ]

HeHe, well, I certainly haven't updated in a while. I KNOW, I KNOW, I was supposed to type my expose about being under the influence, but I must admit, it is STILL at work. Several people have read it and, to my surprise, have enjoyed it! Kudos to me! Today was such a wonderful day. There's a woman at my work who brilliantly calls herself Cathy Joy on the phones at work, but her name is really Kathy Gierdson. I just want to say, this is the nicest, most loving, caring, ANGEL I have ever met in my life. No matter how down I feel on Saturday mornings, it is all worthwhile because I get to spend it alongside Kathy. Not only did she make me so happy, I also made eight sales today, so hopefully I am out of subsidy! I felt so bad for Cathy Joy because she was going to have to take a taxi to get back home, so I offered her, and elderly woman named Gloria, and Ellen a ride home. I have never seen a person as humble, gracious, and thankful as Cathy Joy. EVER! I can't wait for next Saturday, now, so I can let her borrow a copy of one of my Linda CD's!

Anyhow, let me say that F I N A L L Y I am getting well. I am on a new type of medication. It's drops of metal mixed with this shake of Iodine and it has suddenly made me feel stupendous. However, for some reason a new nodule seems to be forming on my upper left leg, so hopefully that won't happen. However, just as this thing seems to be resolving, ANOTHER problem has happened. I don't want to go into details because it is really disgusting, but, I'll say that I have an appointment with a gastrointerologist on Tuesday. =x. Last night was much fun! I hung out with my friendzz and even Syphi came!! :D We went to this new buffet thing that really disappointed me. It had really good food when I went with my mother for lunch a few days ago, but their dinner was atrocious. Anywho, we went to B&N afterwards to buy some music, and guess who we run into! DORIAN! Yay, that was a fun happenstance. So, then, Sean purchases MALENA ERNMAN!!!! *love* I purchased Follies and Steel Pier yesterday, half of which was a total waste. The Steel Pier part that is, however Follies isn't all that great itself. I really bought the CDs for only two songs, sadly. I also ordered Marie Christine!!!! I'm gonna beg my mommy to take me to B&N today to try and order Malena! I hope she obliges. So yeah, OH, I forgot to mention. Linda Eder is my favorite person other than Cathy Joy on thiis whole entire planet!! I went to her concert last Sunday and it was the most cathartic experience of my life. I cried at least six to seven times and she just touched me so dearly. I could listen to her all day every day. It is impossible to believe, but she is actually better live than she is on CD. Anywho. Enough of my rambling. Why don't I just end with a survey!
*I stole this from Syphi HEHE*

What is your name?: Michael Anthony Oleg Farina!
Are you named after anyone?: nome, my mom just liked michael, but anthony is named after my mother's grandfather.
What's your screename?: claudiasrevengeX
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no way, michael is way too common a name.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Kimberly.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: sean and david are way too common names, as well.. So, I guess i'd keep mine own..
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: i hate when people spell my name micheal instead of michael.. SO annoying.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: definitely not.. who would just be "MICHAEL" i'd definitely change my name altogether..

Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: bisexual.. mostly heterophilic..
Single?: yep..
If not, do you want to be?: ---
Birthdate:: o2-25-85
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: 78
Age you wish you were:: i wish I could stay 25 forever..
Your height:: 6"o'
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: nah, i think dark hair and light eyes is sexier
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: nome, i want platinum to happen..
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: dana and i during school. parents and i during nonschool..
Your family:: is nuts.
Have any pets?: nurse lives in a box in the basement. .
Whats your job?: telephone sales representative for CDI
Piercings?: nomee
Obsessions?: singing.. linda eder.. liza minnelli.. musicals.. being grammatically correct.. whitney houston..
Do you speak another language?: a lil italian.. a lot of spanish.. and a LOTTTTT of english..
Do you have a webpage?: this??
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: sure..
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: definitely, except republicans maybe.. actually.. i take that back.. i'm actually quite hateful most of the time.
Do you have any secrets?: just one..
Do you hate yourself?: nome
Do you like your handwriting?: ever since high school ended i hardly ever write anything anymore.. except for maybe my name on like papers or something.. so it has gotten really bad.. but i think for a boy i have really nice handwriting..
Do you have any bad habits?: PROCRASTINATION!! i'm reallyyyyyyy really bad at procrastinating.. but i always work around it.. um.. i bite my nails toooo much..
What is the compliment you get from most people?: omg ur friends are so nice..
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Revenge of the DOrmitory Slut.. ?
What's your biggest fear?: being middle aged and still single, unsuccessful, and fat.. WINGED RODENTS..SPIDERS..
Can you sing?: of course..
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i pretend to be other people, but not to look cool, usually to be funny..
Are you a loner?: nome..
What are your #1 priorities in life?: my mom.. my friends.. my future.. grammar..
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i might be scared of myself.. but if i still had the same personality, i'd think i'm awesome.. i'd definitely try to get head from myself.. daily..
Are you a daredevil?: depends on the situationn..
Do you have a journal?: durr..
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes i do, but other times i think i pretend to be and i'm just a weak lil person inside who's dying to just let it all out..
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: hm.. yea
Do you think you are good looking?: not particularly.. but not as ugly as some people..
Are you confident?: a lot more than i used to be..
What is the fictional character you are most like?: no idea.
Are you perceived wrongly?: i think i am.. i bet 4/5 people would misjudge my personality before they got to know me..

Do You...
Smoke?: 2ndhand. <~~ amen..
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: yah! it sucks though..
Pray?: in my own way..
Go to church?: i don't like any churches..
Talk to strangers who IM you?: love to!
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yessss!
Take walks in the rain?: no.. but.. i really love particular rainy days.. i'm beginning to like rain a lot more than i did before.. except when it rains for DAYS..
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't really hate anyone, per se, butttttttttttttttttttt i guess i could be a little fake to some people for whom I don't care.. (an aside: who words things like i just did.. "I guess i could be a little fake to some people for whom I don't care"... lmao)
Drive?: YES!!!!! glad to have my onyx back..
Like to drive fast?: i dooo, but i so don't drive "fast"..

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i really doo..
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose.. but yeh..
Been out of the country?: NOME! I WANNA GO TO EUROPE!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: mebbe.. MOMO CHACHA?? LOL
Been in love?: i think..
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: NOME! :(
Had a medical emergency?: yes unfortunately.. too many recently.
Had surgery?: not yet.. but mebbe soon.. me scared..
Ran away from home?: not in the convential sense..
Played strip poker?: nome..
Gotten beaten up?: nome..
Beaten someone up?: nommeee..
Been picked on?: yep..! not really anytime recent though..
Been on stage?: yessssss!
Slept outdoors?: fuck no! i'm way too demanding for that..
Thought about suicide?: NoME!
Pulled an all nighter?: of course!!!!!
If yes, what is your record?: i think 3 1/2 days.. i was really sick though with a stomach virus.. and a brain problem..
Talked on the phone all night?: hellz yea, but definitely not recently..
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: indeed..
Slept all day?:i love, yet hate, when I do that..
Killed someone?: would i be here typing this at home if I had killed someone? no.
Made out with a stranger?: nome :(
Had sex with a stranger?: =x def. plead the 5th.
Thought you're going crazy?: o yes.
Kissed the same sex?: yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes.
Been betrayed?: possibly?
Had a dream that came true?: YEAH>>i've had like REALLLLLy vivid and frequent de ja vu lately, which leads me to believe i am dying.
Broken the law?: i suppose..
Met a famous person?: a few..
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no.
On purpose?: hehe KILL ALL BUGS..
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: mayyyybe..
Stolen anything?: hehe yeah.. i used to be real good at it in like 6th grade.. but i actually have money now, so no need to nemore..
Been on radio/tv?: i think i was on tv once..
Been in a mosh-pit?: nome..
Had a nervous breakdown?: not in the convential sense.. (an aside: IS MY LIFE CONVENTIONAL AT ALL? LOL NO)
Bungee jumped?: nome!!!!! im not daring like that..
Had a dream that kept coming back?: ooh, i like when that happens..

Belive in life on other planets?: yes i do.
Miracles?: yes i do..
Astrology?: i follow it all the time, but i don't think i actually believe in any of it..
Magic?: noooom.
God?: yes, hi God :)
Satan?: ehhhh.. i believe in evil..
Santa?: yes, hi Santa :)
Ghosts?: i believe more in spirits than ghosts, but yes.
Luck?: DEF.! mine's been shitty lately, yours?
Love at first sight?: ehh not really..
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: i don't believe anything on earth is inherently good, except for God and i think it's impossible to fully understand God, so of course there has to be bad..
Witches?: YES!
Easter bunny?: yes, hi Easter Bunny!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: sure.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i want onee!
Do you wish on stars?: nome..

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: my view of heaven is mostly traditional.. i don't relle believe in hell..
Do you think God has a gender?: maybe he is bigendered.
Do you believe in organized religion?: NOME.
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven?
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: a lot..
Who is your best friend?: Bianca, Dana Victoria, Olivia, Heather, and Theresa. Hi, :)
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Sean
Your favourite inside joke?: oh goddd who can choose..
Thing you're picked on most about?: being a whore..
Who's your longest known friend?: sean.
Newest?: uhh.. maybe i'll make friends w/ shake on sunday? but i guess dorian as of now..
Friends you miss being close to the most?: my st lucy filippini friends from 5th grade..
Last person you talked to online?: i imed natasha but she didn't respond.. BITCH..
Who do you talk to most online?: i think the only person who responds to me online is syphi..
Who are you on the phone with most?: um.. i don't really talk on the phone much, except to find stuff out..
Who do you trust most?: in this order: my mommy.
Who listens to your problems?: ^^^^^^^^^^^^ and my mommy.
Who do you fight most with?: my mommy.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: sure!
Who's your second family?: my friends..
Do you always feel understood?: nome..
Do you trust others easily?: sometimes..
Who's house were you last at?: seanyz..
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: my mommyz lol..
Do your friends know you?: uh i'd hope..
Friend that lives farthest away: actually it should be stated "Friend WHO lives furthest away" and that person is danielle.. WHERE IS SHE THOUGH..
Do you consider love a mistake?: nome..
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: def
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: is it not?? lol..
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: i have to be physically attracted to something to be romantically attracted..
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: nome. What is best about the opposite sex?: they're nice. .
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i don't like boring dumb ones..
What's the last present someone gave you?: a smile!
Are you in love?: nome..
Do you consider your significant other hot?: --

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: OH MY, but i think the GOBLIN.
You wanted to kill?: KATHY TONNERY.
That you laughed at?: Cathy Joy..
That laughed at you?: Cathy Joy.
That turned you on?: Tera Patrick.
You went shopping with?: Sean?
To ask you out?: who the fuck can remember back that far..
To make you cry?: uhm.. linda..
To brighten up your day?: cathy joy..
That you thought about?: danielle..
You saw a movie with?: uhm.. i think the last movie i saw was the notebook with seany and olivia and theresa..
You talked to on the phone?: seany.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: no one today..
You saw?: cathy joy..
You lost?: the goblin. or wait was it the woman with the red flag.. no i think it was the goblin..

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nome..
Will it be with your significant other?: N\A
Or some random person?: -
What are you wearing right now?: really old clothes..
Body part you're touching right now:: none.. i'm touching my keyboard..
What are you worried about right now?: if my mother will buy me malena..
What book are you reading?: nothing, actually..
What's on your mousepad?: staples and my scribble..
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: sickly, happy, awake, tired, optimistic..
Are you bored?: eh.
Are you tired?: eh..
Are you talking to anyone online?: nome
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nome.
Are you lonely or content?: l0nely.
Are you listening to music?: yes.

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*reminder* [21 Jun 2004|02:24am]
[ mood | ditzy ]

must rant on the term i've coined: "under the influence"

omg, dunkin donuts is so trying to intoxicate america.. they so put real liquor in the daquiri and margarita ice.. it was soo good.. lol i had a fun night with seany syphi and dana.. yeah.. i can't focus rite now so maybe ill tell later, but definitely need to write an involved update about people who are under the influence.. till then, MyKey

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i bought liza minnelli! [14 Jun 2004|03:08pm]
..AND all of her sequined gowns! LOL, well, I wish, but damn, I SHOULD HAVE been given at least one of her sequined gowns for the amount of money I spent on her concert tickets. $300.00 for TWO tickets. OF COURSE, it's all worth it to see Liza, but I really had no right spending all that money. So, that concert is July 3rd! Liza anddddd Firework hunting in the same weekend?!? I must be dreaming... THEN, the next weekend, I'm going to see L I N D A EDER in westbury, ny! <3love<3? Two of my favorite vocalists EVER, well, if you call Liza a vocalist?, in a week period. WEEEE! So yeah, I haven't updated in FOREVER. Probably because I've just been BLAH BLAH and MORE BLAH. First school got sooooo UGH cuz not only was I sooo sick, but exams were happening. And then, right after school ended, I started a summer course and that was hell and a half, but I managed to finish up with a 3.97!!! Go me! lol.. So, then right after school ended, I was supposed to be admitted to the hospital to finally fix my leg problem, but noooooo now I don't have an infection. I'm on aspirin therapy now for three weeks. Yay, more pills to fuck up my gastrointestinal tract! Now, I'm back at work, and my schedule SUCKS. I was bullied into working a LOT more than I wanted. I mean sure, I need the money, but it's SOOO ughhh.. SPEAAAAKINGGGG of jobs, I HAVE A SECOND JOB! Well, I have a phone interview on Wednesday, but I think everything should go well and if so, I'll BE A PHONE ACTOR!!!! Well, that's just the 'proper' job title. Actually, I'll be a phone sex operator for Gayle Communications on a male2male line! I get to work at home in my own room on my own hours and giving phone sex! Can live get any better than that? Not to be bragadoccio or anything, but I'm a helluva sexual communicator via telephone. Wow, did I just use bragadoccio and helluva in the same sentence? Go figure. lol.. Anyways, any recent shit going on.. let me think.. Well, this weekend was um.. okay.. Got into a little tiffy on Saturday with the friends, but everything is okay now. Sunday was FUN(ny). Dorian and I went out and had fun and then Sean and I went on an espionage mission. MWahaha.. I CANT BELIEVE THE GUY WAS CRIPPLED! Lawrd, am I going to be stuck with retarded, disabled, and OLD FUGLY men for the rest of my life? I REALLY need to get back on my diet!!!!!!!!! SO yeah, work today from 5-10. fun funfun.. I'm so hungry right now, so I think if I don't eat anything until after work I might die, so I'm gonna get me something to eat. Kiss Kiss. Mykey..
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i'm alive!!!!! [23 Apr 2004|01:18pm]
Yay! So, since the last time I updated, I died. But, I've slowly recovered. And now, I'm almost back together. So, how bout a survey? lol

1)using band names, spell out your name:

M- Mariah
I- Imbruglia, Natalie
C- ChRiStinA Aguilera
H- Heather Headley
A- (omg dana i was just about to say armin lmao) Aaliyah
E- Eamon and Elizabeth Houston, Whitney
L- Lil Kim

2) have you ever had a song written about you?
No :(

3) what song makes you cry?
Whitney Houston - Run To You, Last 5 Years - Goodbye to Tomorrow

4) what song makes you happy?
Whitney Houston - One of those Days, any bitchy female rapper songs

a p p e a r a n c e

height: 6 foot
hair color: dark brown
skin color: dark white lol
eye color: brown or blue depending on my mood
piercings: nome
tattoos: nome

r i g h t n o w

what color pants are you wearing?: red and blue pajama pants
what song are you listening to?: until you come back - whi
what taste is in your mouth?: tunaaa lol
how do you feel? reluctant to go to my psychology class :(

d o y o u

get motion sickness?: nope
have a bad habit?: PrO cRaS tiN a TiOn, sorta like what i'm doing now lol..
like to drive?: Onyx!!!!!! <3love<3
f a v o r i t e s

book: 2 many
non alcoholic drink: i'm not a picky drinker...
alcoholic drink: Vodka and a very stale martini with two olives.
thing to do on the weekend: SLEEP, SLEEP, hang out forever..

h a v e y o u

broken the law: of course not, wink ;)
ran away from home: nope!
ever gone skinny dipping: nope...
made a prank phone call: i am a prank calling genius.
skipped school before: soo many times..
been in a school play: yes.. a bunch

l o v e

Girlfriend/Boyfriend: no1 thinks of me in that way.
current crush: it's funny how after 4 years, you can still be crushing on someone..
been in love: i'm full of loovee..
had a hard time getting over someone: still do..
your greatest regret: probably being a trichotillomaniac.
r a n d o m

your cd player has in it right now: a bunch of mixed cds.
what makes you happy?: friendsss..
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

time you cried: i dont even know.. i think when i saw that preview for that lion movie coming out..
you got e-mail:...i don't even remember the last time i was on aol..
thing you purchased: umm.. water i think..
movie you watched: connie and carla!!!!!!!!

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

abortion: is murder. i should abort you, you ingrate.
teenage smoking: omg.. ALL TYPES OF SMOKING, are disgusting and a threat to human life. fucking idiots.
spice girls: i admit, my life was spiced up for a quick second there..
dreams: i have fucking weird ass dreams sometimes..
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How Wonderful Life is.. Now you're in the world! [08 Apr 2004|11:06pm]
Yay, my Moulin Rouge presentation is over! It was eh! Dana's went well. Tonite I will be going out. Yesterday was fun. Cooking with Syphi was great! Wow, I'm writing really short vague sentences. A more comprehensive and detailed post will be coming later. SooOoO, byebye! ~Miu~
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i swearrr.. I'm NOT under the influence!! [06 Apr 2004|12:05am]
[ mood | chipper ]

OMG, so what a fucking day! I go to the podiatrist WAY too early this morning. She was really nice and pretty, but unintelligible. However, in a turn of events, my infected leg is actually doing BETTER today. BUT! My uninfected leg is becoming infected! Haha, go figure. So, after that, I came back to MSU and stumbled upon Dana and his beau, who was sleeping ever so gracefully. He left not too long after and Dana and I went to lunch. Dana was sick so he went to the wellness center and we both did not go to class today. My mom picked me up at around 4:30 to get some stuff at home and wait for my cellphone. GUESS WHAT--NEVER CAME! F*cking T-Mobile. So being way too fed up with home, I left to go pick up Syphi to embark upon our mission to buy DUMP! Oh, I don't know if I have announced, but I (Miu) will be throwing a DINNER PARTY on Wednesday. Take a look at the invitation:

My name is Brigit, prounced Bridge-ette, Miu Von Furstenberg's private French secretary. Right now, your dear socialite friend is making plans while dining in France to host a dinner party on the night of Wednesday, April 7th for 10:30pm. Here is the guestlist:

Monssieur Pierre Sebastian "Sheldon" Von Furstenberg

Ms. Bing-Bing Von Furstenberg

Ms. Tia Von Furstenberg & (1) Guest

Ms. Dana Von Furstenberg & (1) Guest

Ms. Liv Von Furstenberg

And, of course, Ms. Miu Von Furstenberg, your hostess.

This night of fabulousness will be taking place at Miu's estate. Although entertainment has already been considered, suggestions are welcomed via e-mail.

The menu for the night HAS already been set.

Appetizers: Miu's mini-quiche. Miu's quesadillas.

Main Entree: Miu's Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo with choice of vegetables and or mashed potatoes.

Desserts: Miu's Pumpkin Pie (with no marshmellows), Miu's Homemade Rice Krispie Treats

Alcoholic beverages will be available.

Miu sincerely hopes that all can attend this monumentus occasion. This is the first big socialite party of the year for Miu! Please RSVP by Tuesday, April 6th by calling me, Brigit, at 201-456-4196. Thank you! Miu looks forward to another night of fabulousness.

Best, Brigit a la Miu

HeHe, well, after a startling revelation--I decided to make
*D U M P L I N G S* !!!!!! How freakin' genius is that? So, where else do Syphi and I wind up, but CHINATOWN. Now everyone knows how alarmingly petrified I am of Chinatown and its under-the-influence inhabitants. Buuuttt, I was actually collected, found parking (even though I almost wound up on the FDR Dr. a MILLION times, I promise you), and actually almost became under the influence myself. We got out of the car and passed a DUMPLING HOUSE. These little asian women were working soo dutifully on making dump even though they had no customers. AND THE PRICES! OMG! 5 Dump for $1.00!!!!!! THEEENN, I saw a sign that said FROZEN DUMPLINGS 30 for $5.00! How convenient right? Just need to steam or fry them and take credit for them myself. But being the Martha Stewart/Betty Crocker that I am, I decided to go to a market and try to find Dump Wrapper stuff. So, we finally find a market near Mott Street and we looked around the store to no avail. Syphi asked this asian dude if he had any wonton wrappers to make dumplings, but he had no idea what she said. Neither did the next 4 people. HOWEVER, finally a non-under-the-influence man finally comprehended and led us to the dump wraps. I bought the extra thick ones!! THEY WERE ONLY .95 cents! Can you believe that? So, then we went to a few bakeries to buy Siopao for Syphi's mom, but none of the bakeries had that of which she wanted. So, I declared.. LET'S GO BACK TO THE DUMPLING HOUSE AND BUY SOME FROZEN DUMPLINGS JUST IN CASE WE ARE UNSUCCESSFUL AT MAKING OUR OWN DUMP AND THEN WE CAN BUY SOME FRESH ONES TO QUENCH OUR APPETITE! So, we walk down the little street and GUESS WHAT! THEY CLOSE JUST AS WE PASS IT! *tears*. Everything seemed to close that had any association with Dumplings. So, we went to the car and Onyx was TICKETLESS. He didn't have any raunchy affair with tickets tonight and we were on our way to get some DINN DINN! So, we had an insatiable craving for Dumplings and Muffins( the latter for reasons which are unspeakable at this present moment ) yet decided we shall go to TipTum for some Thai food. So we drive alll the way to Montclair, just to find TipTum is closed. We search Bloomfield Ave. forever for somewhere to eat and find nothing opened. We then drive to COOKIES buffet to get some dump, just to find she is closed. Then we drive to go to Chevy's just to decide we want Johnny Carino's where we finally ate to our satisfaction. Dump in hand, I dropped Syphi off and made 11am plans to start our grocery shopping wednesday and headed back to MSU. I WALKED all the ways back to Blanton after parking and here I am now! Quite an interesting day. Tomorrow shall probably be less amusing. As for now, I dream of DUMP.

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i want you.. i need you sooo bad.. [04 Apr 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Home, sweet home. Not exactly. I don't exactly hate coming home. HoWeVeR, everytime I spend more than just a night here, I go stir crazy. It doesn't help that I've been here since FRIDAY and will not be leaving until TUESDAY. What have I been doing lately? N O T H I N G. I've barely been going to classes, have been calling out of work since I do not even remember, and have been popping pills like crazy. Gee, I sound like Liza more and more. NO, I'm not on drugs. My friggin' leg just won't heal. Cephalexine--NO. Vantin--NO. Now, I'm on these baby blue pills, and things have been coming along SLOWLY. Tomorrow, I go to a podiatrist in Cedar Grove and she might drain my leg. I've had some pretty intense things done to my body, but draining my leg sounds awfully excruciating. Who knows, maybe it won't be so bad.

Socially, this week hasn't been entirely bad. Which, perhaps, has added to the slow progress of my leg. No rest=no recuperation. I didn't go to Mythology this Tuesday and went to the mall with Dana and Gia. On Wednesday, I called out of work and decided to go to Cafe Eclectic with Sean and Dana. My leg was really feeling awful that day so I let Dana drive ONYX! He did well and Eclectic was having karaoke night, which is always amusing. However, a particular group of people showed up that simply gets under our skins, so we decided to leave for the city! So, we are in incredulous traffic on the Holland when Dana's phone rings. It's FUEGO! Mwahahaha, fun times. Well, to make a long story short, Dana gets introduced to someone else and winds up meeting him later that night. Well, the whoredorm sure lived up to its name that night. *Cough*, Morning. Of all nights I do not fall alseep, it had to be that one, right? So, Thursday approaches and I am on NO sleep, whatsoever. What a very long day ahead of me, too. Luckily, the day goes well. I sucker myself out of going to my Psychology class on Friday. I head home Friday afternoon to watch movies. I saw.. In the Cut! Odd, Odd movie and too many unnecessary genitalia shots, especially Meg Ryan's hairy snatch. Mona Lisa Smile--*ZzZzzZZzZzZ*. Texas Chainsaw Massacre--I'm still partial to the version starring Renee Zellweger, however, an instant classic in my book. Cabin Fever--One word: PANCAKE. Etc., etc., etc. Anywho, I decided to be bad and go out on Saturday night. Sean, Dana, Olivia, Dana's *cough* friend, and I went to Lips! As usual, lots of debauchery and decadence. "HI! I'm Miu and these are my socialite friends. We are celebrating a night of FABULOUSNESS" "Wow, this has to be the gay table, and they're not even trying to hide it!" HaHaHa, ohh Fun Times. Then, we drove around the city for a while and just went crayzee, with two E's. I really like Dana's *friend*. I like him a LOT better than Jim, obviously. I get along with him really well and the rest of the group seems to genuinely like him, as well. He seems to be genuine himself and truly likes Dana, but in such a cynical world, I just hope that his intentions and motives are not phony.

As for today, I have yet to leave my room. Did I mention I really do hate turnin the clocks ahead an hour? One less hour of sleep does not equal a happy Mykey. *Sigh*, perhaps it has just been the excess of overly romantic movies that I have been watching this past week, but after watching Jerry Maguire today and BAWLING when Renee says "You had me at hello.." I can't help but conclude that my success at blocking all things romantic from taking over my life has finally ended. I am in complete denial that I need to be with someone. I WANT to be with someone. I am not looking for just a person with whom I could hook up. I want to hold and be held, kiss, utter silly romantic phrases, be in *love*. But, who would/could love me, right? Heh.. Back to the real world. SoOoO, tomorrow does not shape up to be a good day at all. My appointment with the Podiatrist is at TEN, I did not read for Tanya because I left the book at Montclair, and I need to do a lot of homework.

To conclude this very puzzling entry, I'll leave you with a little Jekyll and Hyde:

"I sit and watch the rain and see my tears run down the windowpane. I sit and watch the sky and hear it breath a sigh." Don't be fooled by the smile--it deceives.

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al di laa [30 Mar 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

Hi! UmmM. Yeah. So, what has been going on with me? Ehm, nothing much. It seems like all I do anymore is work.. and work.. and work.. I don't even recall goin to school that much anymore lol... I also feel likee I've been at home more than at my dorm lately, uRgHz. Ouchiez, my leg is starting to bother me. a LOT. I d K, it doesn't look any worse, touch-wise it doesn't feel any worse, but when I walk.. actually.. stand.. it HOIIITZ.. *tears* i'm four words from a heartbreakk.. Okay, Jessica Simpson cannot sing Take my Breath Away.. Ugh, and Nick really can't sing it either. Waste of a download. LoL.. back to *rent* without youuu... sigh.. i wish someone could sing something like that to me.. mas *tears*.. *sings to tune of 'you don't own me'* "no one loves meee.. i'm jus one of thoooseee ugLy boyyss".. hehe, that has a certain ring to it.. ugHHHHHHHHHHH.. ok.. time to take mediCine.. not going to class tonite.. NOT going to work tomorrow nite, i'mma call out. should i eat dinner now? hrmZ... let me go.

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HATE! [23 Mar 2004|02:54pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I really hate making schedules. I have a predicament. If my schedule, which I've preplanned for next semester, holds firm, I'm going to have NO time on my hands if I continue to work.

Monday: 1-2:30 Quant Meth of Psych
4-5:15 Applied Mathematics for Everyone
WORK: 5:30-10pm

Tuesday: 11:30-12:45 Intro to Law
1-2:15 Religions of the World
2:30-3:45 Italian II
WORK: 5-10

Wednesday: 1-2:30 Quant Meth of Psych
WORK: 5-10

Thursday: *repeat Tuesday*

Friday: 2:30-3:45

So, quite honestly, I DON'T have any passion to take any of these classes, except perhaps Law, if the teacher is cool. So, why am I taking them? CUZ GENERAL ED. REQUIREMENTS SUCK ASS. BLAH. eeee i just felt like bitching. I mean honestly, I can do it. I know I can. But, I really wish I had more time for school work. Although I'd probably just procrastinate any extra time I'd have and do things at the same time I'd probably do them if I had work, I just enjoy knowing I have a large span of time I can do something. Just in case I decide to become inspired earlier than usual, yanno?

IN A STARTLING REVELATION, i'm going to not take law, math, or religion. Actually, math might stay. but it has to be at a diff. time and day. sigh, back to wess.

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helloooo [21 Mar 2004|12:41am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

BLAH.. today sucked.. so.. my spring break is practically over.. and it ended on a SOUR NOTE.. thursday was CooL.. me and syphi went to brooklyn to park slope to look at an apartment.. that was mad interesting lol. . and omg mulberry street in lilitaly/chinatown is AMAZING.. i hope syphi moves there so i can eat at tasty and excellent dumpling.. lol.. and then i also saw theresaa this week.. we went to chichiiiz with david and LiV.. i alsoo got to see doryean this week and we went 2 eclectic cafe which was verryyy nice and we got to talk a lot :D . . . ummzz.. also saw dawn of the dead!! that was an interesting movie.. verryyy doggg.. but not as spectacular as id have imagined.. i cant wait to see taking lives.. ummz ummz.. work was actually excellent this week.. im becoming very good @ my craft lmao.. soo then last nite after i got home.. i noticed my leg hurt a lil.. and i think i fucking have cellulitis again.. so i went to the hospital today so i can treat it b4 it gets serious like last time.. and the fucking doctor was a fucking idiot.. for lack of better words.. first she tells me i have erythema nodosum.. which, after i did some reserach, is COMPLETELY unrelated to what i have, besides the fact that during the progression of the disease, the person develops lesions.. WITH AN S.. similar to the one i have in differnt parts of the body.. and then she tells me i have syphilis cuz of the rash i have on my back from nairing.. and then she gave me this pill ive never been on before.. and i jus hope it works.. cuz i cant rellee afford to have this shit get worse.. cuz i have too many responsibilities b/w work and school.. i cant afford not being able to attend either.. so yeah.. after i got back.. olivia david and sean surprise me .. they were outside my house and olivia was driving.. and i went with them and we went to starbucks... and that was yummy.. (toffee nut lattes r goooood). . then i came home just now.. and i realize... tomorrow i go back to msu! yay, i think.. i get awful fickle about my feelings towards that school.. but u kno whats sooo weird.. april is my last month of this semester.. how freakyfast did this semester go? waaay faster than my rutgers semester lol.. okay im really serious about losing weight now.. ive been putting this on the backburner for way too long.. and now i really need to do it.. not only for my looks.. but for my health... i know this shit with my leg will stop if i lose weight.. and i dont wanna develop anything else..(high blood pressure.. diabetes.. heart problems) and all the other shit that runs in my family.. SO .. on that note.. time for a survey:

Who was the last person...
[1] You touched? umm.. i think dana..
[2] You talked to? in person.. olivia.. online.. syphi
[3] You hugged? hmm.. i think sean when he was making believe he was davide..
[4] You instant messaged? sYpHi..
[5] You kissed? i think my mommmy..
[6] You yelled at? i think my mommy too =x
[7] You laughed with? all of my friendss
[8] You had a crush on.? hmm.. i dont even remember it has been a while.

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
[1] water
[2] that blue juice at school
[3] coke
[4] coffee

Name Four Random Facts about yourself
[1] i have really big feet..
[2] i want to dye my hair again..
[3] i have this hangy nail on my left pinky toe and it hurts..
[4] i enjoy the aftersmell of black and milds but i dont like to smoke them..

Name four random facts about your family:
[1] my parents are nuts..
[2] especially my mom sometimes..
[3] but so is my father..
[4] and let's not mention my grandparents.. lol

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend? yup yup
[2] Made out with JUST a friend? siii.
[3] Been rejected? oh yes..
[4] Been in lust? oooohhh yes..
[5] Used someone? nome..
[6] Ever been used? UH CAN WE SAY JESSICA..
[7] Cheated? noperz
[8] Been cheated on? not to my knowledge..
[9] Done something you regret? haven't we all..
[10] Can you list a few of them? not go to lang..
Do you..?
[1] Color your hair? i have once, and plan to again..
[2] Have tattoos? nope..
[3] Have Piercing(s)? noppeee.
[4] Have a boy/girl friend? none..
[5] Floss daily? i'm a bad flosser..
[6] Like to groove to the music? oh shiiit.. yes..
[7] Think you are cultured? cultured is not the word..
[8] Like to drive fast? yesss love it.. but i scare easily..
[9] Believe in God or Devil? yep. .
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster? lol no..

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now? elevating my leg..
[2] What are you listening to? myself singing i believe in you and me.. lmao..
[3] Can you do anything freakish with your body? wanna find out =x
[4] Chicken or fish? chicken

[5] Favorite Season? spring.
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world? def not
[7] What would your dream date be? idk, id jus like to have a date.. lol..
[8] Silver, gold or platinum? platinum babyy.
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? restaurants!!
[10] Roses or wild flowers? roses :)
[11] Silly or serious romance? serious with lots of sillinesss
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now? hmm.. linda eder- broadway, my way.. heather headley-this is who i am.. aida soundtrack.. rent soundtrack.. anddd TiPsY!
[13] Who was your favourite Spice Girl? posh and gerry halloway
[14] Favorite Disney Characters? ariel.. and aiiiida!
[15] Favorite fast food? Wendy's, BK, mcdonalds, tacobell.. and popeyes..
[16] Favorite book(s)? and then there were none.. i know why the caged bird sings.
[17] Favorite Sports teams? yankeeezz n knickZ
[18] Favorite song? whitney - run to you
[19] What room is your computer in? umm.. my dorm.. but it used to be in my bedrooom...
[20] What is your shoe size? 17..
[21] Happy or Scary movies? i love me a scary movie..
[22] Whos your best friend? SS DOT.. hehe.. syphi seany dana olivia theresa..

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Spring break baby! [14 Mar 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | amused ]

So, another really bad week at school has ended. Work has finally stabilized and I have finally begun to dread/hate it. My first paycheck has been cashed--and it sucked--bigtime. Now, I am home for a week. Survey, anyone?
*Taken from: SYPHI*

WHAT TIME IS IT? 10:56 pm


NICKNAMES: um.. Syphi.. Mykey.. YOU SLUT/WHORE.. liza.. shayla


NUMBER OF CANDLES THAT APPEARED ON YOUR LAST BDAY: none, but, there should have been 19..


EYE COLOR: brown, but i have my bluuu back


TATTOO: nomeee

SCARS: not really..


HOMETOWN: garfield, passaic.



BEEN IN LOVE? supposedly..



ROCK: if he had a big dick id soo suck it..
BLUE: skyy
WET: pussy LOL
CRY: no i'm not gonnn
PEANUT BUTTER: smeared penises..
PAPER: cutss


SALAD DRESSING? ranchizzzzzzzzle

COLOR OF SOCKS? what gay guy wears white socks?? LMAO

NUMBER? 5 and 69

MEMORY? waaay too many..

FORMAL DANCE? uhmm.. definitely NOT senior prom..



QUOTE? don't get mad.. get EVERYTHING..

HOLIDAY? halloweeenn and xmas

PLACE TO CUDDLE? newhere.. lol


PERFUME/COLOGNE? ESCADA ISLAND KISS is my favorite perfume and i have waay too many favorite colognes..
SONG AT THE MOMENT? hmmM..i think id have to say.. linda eder - somepeople,dontrainonmyparade,i'll beseeingyou..

HOTEL: versace hotel in australiaaaa..


SUBJECTs IN SCHOOL? SEX. was great.. and im an englishwritingwhore..

COLOR? bLu and BLacK and RED..

RESTAURANT: definitely NOT lucky chengs lol..

FLOWER? roosess..


SHAPE of ICe: lol uh.. a trapezoiiiiiiid..

LOVE SONG? ruuuuuuuun to youuu 0ooohooOo.. - whitney.

COUNTRY SONG? MAN i feel like a woman - shania..

ZOO EXHIBIT? hmm.. whatever you can pet..


FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:hmm.. i like wendyz bacon chzz burgers.. burger kings fryZz.. and mcdonalds chicken nuggets and cupsizes... i like mcdonalds burgers over bks.. bk has better chicken sandwichess.. wendyz has great salads. although taco bells salads r rising fast.. n i love chalupas.. and popeyez rules over kfc.. lol wow i think i eat fast food way too much..

BOARD GAME: MONOPOLY BEEOTCH. ahh!! the movie game!!


i can't say nething else syphi.. oh.. and big ups to marne benson holdin down the r u !


RECALL THE SONG "CAN I GET A WHAT WHAT"....THAT REMINDS ME OF: omgg that was the first rap song i mastereddd.. i think that song put me into my ghetttooo mode for a few years..


WHAT DO YOU REALLY THINK OF BRITNEY SPEARS? BRITNEY SUX.. she gets these really hot songs like toxic that would be addictive even if hillary duff, who britney BARELY sings better than, sang would sound good and then prances around in nothing and just looks good doing it and gets paid wayy too much money... SCREW YOU SPEARS..

WHEN WAS YOUR LAST HOSPITAL CHECK IN? junior year.. lyme disease recoverer..


DO YOU DRINK? yeshhh


WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON THE USE OF SCANTRONS? scantrons suck unless you need to cheat off someone like syphii





WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 10 YEARS? lol i dont wanna know..

HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING? nome, but i've exposed much too much as it goes already lol..



WHICH SINGLE STORE WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO MAX YOUR CREDIT CARD? haven't i maxed it out too many times already? lol




LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW? oliviaaaaaaa and sean and iiiii

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i hate doing laundry. [01 Mar 2004|03:02am]
[ mood | good ]

I actually don't mind doing laundry. It's the waiting process and the lack of available dryers that pisses me off. Linda Eder sounds a lot like Barbra Streisand when she sings I am What I am.. LOL, okay, I can see this post is going to be about completely nothing. Let's see.. Work was okay on Saturday.. It was nice that Sean was there going thru the torture w/ me.. I'm seriously dreading Tuesday morning, however. Um yeahhh.. I did not read for English class =x.. bad me! Yep, and I did get the highest grade in my class on my Psychology exam.. That's so sad! Professor Fuzz put up the grades on blackboard!! yay! only A in the class lol, so sad, considering I studied(if you call that studying?) for less than an hour.. The weekend was fun.. Friday night we really didn't stay out late, same for saturday night, same for tonite.. EUROTRIP was a really good movie.. I'm entirely sick of Olive Garden, although right now I am having a strange craving for breadsticks and alfredo dipping sauce.. Sauceless pizza at Uno's was interesting.. Cafe Europa sux, bad NYC for making food that looks a lot better than it tastes for ENTIRELY too much money.. We made plans for the summer to go to Florida! should be fun! i neeed money.. i can't wait to get paid.. i have to put it all to my credit card.. UGH and i still need to pay that parking ticket.. *sigh* i'm hungry right now toooo... i would soo wake up for breakfast toooo... but alas, i won't lol.. definitely won't.. i NEED lunch tomorrow though, or else i'm going to die @ work tomorrow.. hmm, i wonder what time my laundry will be dry.. of course the only available dryers are the ones at the other end of the 5th floor.. i hate walking while trying to carry loads and loads of laundry.. it is WAYY too hot in my room right now.. i wish we had air conditioning.. that's soo wrong.. what if i had a condition where i was required to sleeep in air conditioning every day.. i'd be deaaaaad on this campus.. sigh.. something i miss about living at home! my own air conditioner.. speaking of home.. that is where i will be going tomorrow after work.. the only way i'm gonna be able to wake up on time for work on tuesday morning is if my mommmmy wakes me up haha.. thats so grammar schoolish of me.. oh well.. i <3 my mommy. oooooooooooookay i'm gonna go to get my clothes and then proceed to go night night.. bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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....jUsT ThE LoNeLy TaLkiNg AgAin [29 Feb 2004|01:58am]
Un SuRVeY.. again..
1. Who/What did you last get angry with?
uhmm.. probably bush.
2. What is your weapon of choice?
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
no! i'm a pacifist..
4. How about of the same sex?
nome, but perhaps i would impale his tits..
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
this woman who would rather eat her pie than buy one of the newspapers i sell..
6. What is your biggest pet peeve?
republican views..
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
i don't usually keep grudges unless a person blatantly disrespects me..


1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time?
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
=x honestly, 11 oclock at nite..
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
uhh.. no one really comes to mind..
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
TONS.. especially the ones at like 4am..
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
do i look like i enjoy physical exertion?
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
lmao.. at LEAST 5 times..


1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
hmm.. definitely italian sodas at johnny carino.. n they don't even have free refills..
2. Meat eaters:
according to my mythology teacher, meat eaters are in serious trouble w/ their physical health.. tell that to the chicken in my stomach..
3. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
depends on my mood.. i have to be in the mood for sweets.. and spicy.. not that big on salty..
4. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?
Umm...do I look like a cannibal...lol...MYKEY<~~ HAHAH


1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
umm.. haha i really can't count..
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
bad memory?? lol
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
isn't that a daily occurrence?
4. Have you "done it"?
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
a BIG thick juicy dick.. FULL juicy lips.. a squeezable juicy ass.. LIGHT CONTRASTING EYESS.. a slender back.. a long, kissable neck.. CLEAN TINY FEET..
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
i AM a tute..
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
nome :(


1. How many credit cards do you own?
just one but i wish i could get rid of it..
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
o gawd.. armani.. sephora.. macy's.. le chateau.. H&M.. EBAY
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
pay off my mom's debts.. buy a new car.. pay off my debts.. and buy diane von furstenberg lunch.. i'd invite miu and my best friends too..
4. Would you rather be rich or famous?
screw the fame.. that's bound to happen anyway.. SHOW ME THE MONEY..
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
hellz yea..
6. Have you ever stolen nething?
never been caught!
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
about 500..


1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
uMmMm.. got a job lol..
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
every accomplishment i've made..
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
be successfulllllll and happy and get married and have kids..
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
everybody cheats once in their life..
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
wake up at 7:30 A M for work!
Un survey.. again..

1. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
Hmm.. probably jennifer aniston so i could FUCK THE SHIT out of her husband.. =x
2. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
uMmMz.. refer to question 1..
3. Have you ever been cheated on?
hmm.. nome..
4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
YaHhH.. i want pretty eyes..
5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
uhh.. probably common sense lol.
6. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
lol doesn't matter to me..
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
LuSsSsT GgRrZz
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Un SuRVeY about H i G h ScHOoL [27 Feb 2004|02:32am]
[ mood | awake ]

Nickname in high school? hmm.. Syphi called me Syphi.. other than that.. "hey you! can i get your homework?"

Sport you were into? well, considered I have MANY physical handicaps, isn't it an amazement I made it onto varsity bowling??

Had a circle of friends? yes!! i still have them thankfully, well, we're more like a circle of dogs now..

Best subject? hmm.. well i got A's in everything except


A teacher you owe life lessons to? Hmm, let's see.. Thuvanuti taught me a valuable lesson.. how NOT to be a teacher.

A teacher you wanna kick in the ass? THUVI and particularly SME

Describe in one word...
Freshman year: that bald nerd
Sophomore year: that nerd
Junior year: DIVA
Senior year: slutty diva.

Your best friend was? sean-syphi-dana-olivia-theresa

Your worst friend was? definitely fatima cuz she did nothing but cause drama amongst my very good friends and cause us to be segregated.

Cafeteria food sucked? i can't really complain about cafeteria food.. except for the fact that certain people needed to buy 5 of the pizza pretzels to feed their fat asses and left none for genuinely hungry people.. =x

Most hilarious school rule? you must SHAAAAAVE.

Wore uniforms? since preschool!

How was the prom? LETS NOT GO THERE.. prom was nothing but DRAMA.. we should have just went straight to seaside lol..

Who were the prom king and queen? there was no prom king and queen, but homecoming king and queen was mary and erik..

Any achievements? yesss.. i was able to become my true diva self.. i did musicalll. . i got thru the tortures of ph 5, anddd i even got into college *shock*

Were you popular? well.. i think i was more popular than i thought i was.. and.. i had friends.. REAL friends.. so yep.

Best song that reminds you of high school? hmm.. ave maria as i'm dancing the ballet backstage and cutting my wrists with my imaginary plastic knives.

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she works hard for the $$$!! [26 Feb 2004|02:17am]
[ mood | productive ]

LoL, yeah, well today I experienced my first day on the work force.. Quite an interesting time at ol' CDI.. i only made one sale today, but it was my FIRST sale! weee... then afterwards, seany and i delved into the world of putting together a fabulous outfit.. and i must say, i'm going to be one hot mama for the drag show lmao. i am nearly done with my informative speech.. i just have to familiarize myself with current day cannibalism and then practice actually giving it.. i'm going to not go to tanya's tomorrow cuz i need to do the speech.. and then tomorrow i have to study for my psych exam which is on FRIDAY.. so yeah, busy busy day tomorrow.. anyways.. i can't wait for the weekend.. so i'll update more when i have time on my handsss... :D

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I'm HuNgRY! [24 Feb 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | listless ]

Z - Zodiac sign: PiScEs!
X - X-rays you've had: knee, leg..
W - Worst habit: PROCRASTINATING SLUT. Biting nails, too..
V - Vegetable you hate: TOMATO, the wannabe vegetable.
U - Unknown fact about me: i really DONT have a vagina.
T - Time you wake up: whenever the Freaking cell phone goes off.
S - Song you sang last heard: His Eye is On the Sparrow - Sister Act 2
R - Reason to smile: Friendships, my mommy, and MuSiC.
Q - Quote you like: "I'm someone looking for love.. real love.. love that is inconvient, consuming, can't live with you kind of love"~Carrie Bradshaw..
P - Phobia[s]: ALL TYPES OF WINGED BEASTS AND CRAWLING SCOUNDRELS, some heights.. CLIMBING LADDERS, being lonely for the rest of my life..
O - Oldest sibling: none....im an only child
N - Number of siblings: 0
M - Mum's name: MoMMy, FraN..
L - Longest car ride ever: getting lost going to short hills mall and winding up in hibernia and then getting entirely lost in ny not long after..
K - Kids: GET THEM AWAY FROM ME, until i actually have one.
J - Job title: Student and Telemarketer. heheheh
I - Instruments: PiAnO.
H - Hometown: Brick City NOrTh ArlingtON RePreSeNt
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy WorMs, but not the green and yellow ones..
F - Favourite song at the moment: Heather Headley - Four Words From a Heartbreak
E - Easiest person to talk to: my best-friends (Heather, David, Olivia, Sean, Theresa), anddd my mommy..
D - Dad's name: Dad, Tom.. ASSHOOLLEEE..
C - Career in future: Some type of psychologist.. or AMERICAN IDOL 5.. lol
B - Band listening to right now: nada..
A - Age: 19

Well, that was interesting.. As for my day, it hasn't been interesting.. LORD.. everyone has so much fucking drama this week.. last week i felt a shit load of drama and now this week everyone else is dealing with shit.. i swear.. february is the month of drama.. of course.. my bday IS in february.. lol.. i really HATE school lol.. i can't wait for freaking spring break.. i start work tomorrow! fun fun.. blah, i have a test today.. i have a speech to do.. and an exam on friday.. an what have i done.. absolutely NADA>. oh well.. f*CK IT.. i'm starving though. i'm going to eat dinner now.. bye!

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HaPPy BiRtHdAy To MeEEeeE :D [22 Feb 2004|04:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

.. well, not anymore.. but.. yesterday was my 19th birthday! i had fuun!! i'll do an update of the past few days..

So, Friday was a pretty good day. I went to Psychology and managed to sit through the entire class. It wasn't THAAAT terrible, but, bad enough, lol... Then, after class, I decided to go home, because my parents wanted me to spend the day with them for my bday. I went to the mall and I bought my TEMPURPEDIC PILLOW!!!!! :D :D :D It is sooo freaking comfortable, HOWEVER, DEFINITELY not worth 104 bucks. After the mall, we went to China Garden for dinner, and that was DeLiCiOsO! Yanno, it felt weird as hell being home for the night. I haven't slept at home since I moved out, and I really felt out of place! It's amazing how much OLDER I FEEL. But, it felt nice to be back in my OWN bed(CoMfOrTaBLeNeSS).. Ouch, I startede a sentence with 'but'. LOL, let me not go grammarian on my own ass. So anywayyysss... I wound up staying up allll niight watching Girl, Interrupted on TBS. GaRsH, I love that movie. ALOT. So, I woke up at around 1:30 on my BdAyYy and I called Sean and we went to the Rag Shop to buy fabric for my LiZa MiNNeLLi outfit for my one-night extravaganza. Ahhh, i HATE rag shop. Some Shevorkian-lookalike BITCHES up in that place. So yeah, I'm going to look like a t o t a l s l u t. so yeah, then i picked everyone up to go to the city.. and i got the cutest gifts!!! olivia got me a BLOW UP 48 INCH PENIS lmao, me and dana are going to hang it in the whoredorm.. and then she got me this barbie with jiggling boobs for onyx.. hehe.. SEAN got me MAT MALE, this amazing cologne, i love it.. and EVIAN SPRAY FOR MY FACE, MY ASS, AND MY PUSSY! and DANA got meee a shirt that says, YES SIR! how dog ! lol.. so we had a LOT of time to kill before our reservation, so we just did a few things in the city.. listened to music and junk.. i bought JOSS STONE FOR 8.99 and she is FABULOUS.. one of my new favorite artists.. so then.. we went to gray's papayas cuz we were starving and apparently i have heard that lucky chengs does not have good food.. and we had yUmMy hotdogsss.. so after killing time and eating, it was like 8:55.. so i was like.. o what the hell lets just go by lucky chengs and look for parking.. lets fast forward to 10:30.. I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND PARKING.. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED OFF IN MY LIFE. lol.. so i dropp everyone off so the restaurant didnt think we were no-shows.. finally, i give up and i park in frot of a fire hydrant.. but like.. i back up a lot so i'm not blocking it or anything.. by a LOT.. so we go to lucky chengs.. F U C KING SLUTS WORK THERE.. the drag queens were quite different.. a few were hot.. but they were all dressed and acted like sluts.. they gave the most scandalous lap dances ever.. ass and pussy alll in everyones face.. this one drags tits were ENORMOUS.. and she just let everyone see them.. then.. there were these two fucking hot ass guys and they took them and started giving them drinks to get them drunk and then had their hands down their pants and was feeling them up and undressing them.. it was fucking crazy.. then they left with the two guys to do what i wonder hmm.. anyways.. so then there was this old ass asian guy dressed in like a garter belt and corset.. it was hilarious.. he was really nice though.. and the tarot card reader.. she was nice too.. the food.. i can't complain about it.. but.. IT WAS SO SMALL.. it was enough for maybe a small dog.. i was SO hungry when i left.. and it wasn't cheap either.. although the bill only came out to 100 bucks.. which isn't bad.. so i didn't even stay for karaoke and we left.. and went to LIPS! for dessert.. but their kitchen was closeed already.. but we got to talk to ginger! she was so freaking nice and she even gave me a lil birthday thingyyy and i got to take a picture with her and all my friends and it came out soo nice.. lips is definitely the best drag queen restaurant EVER in the world.. oh and patty looks s k u r r y without makeup and drag queen accessories.. lol.. so we left lips and i took ppl home.. and then i got back to the dorm and i started to get in a really weird mood.. i got completely naked and draped myself in my fabrics for the liza outfit and just started prancing around and randomly flashing every part of my body.. lmfao.. it was great.. so then i finally went to bed after pestering dana anddd it was a nice sleep, and a NICE birthday!! unconventional and rather quirky, but definitely one of the best hehe.. so here's to being 19! gotta make the best of my last year as a teenager:)

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